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"Who am I to pass judgment on such love?" I take a deep breath after rolling my eyes to my own idea about in my current situation. My dad died 5 months before my 17th birthday  (it was a white sadness days )and it's been a year ago because it's already 5 months ago since I turned to 18th.and now I am in the same church where my pass father last mass happened. Today,is a white day again but it's for my mom not her last mass but her marriage not an anniversary celebration to my dad but her wedding day to another man (to the man she just have met 1 month ago) I am not invited to the wedding but I choose to attend just to witness everything and to give myself more reasons to hate them. I can see in the faces of the people in the church the joy and happiness just except my 3 siblings whose wearing a black tuxedo and a slacks in the side of the church with an empty face and even them don't have any idea that I was there. 
  I am a bookworm when we talk about story book, pocket book and any novels even histories I don't mind the genre just I love to read. But in this time I was being slapped by reality that I know nothing about love not even I little thing about it.
 
What if I experience loved? Can I understand the love my mom had?
Or what if I just got pain in loving?All Rights Reserved

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Life is a choice. Two friends inseparable; but in life who you fall inlove with can become your biggest MISTAKE. This story takes a turn on how love and revenge get mixed up. Come and meet a young girl who fell inlove with her enemy in persuit of her brother's murderer. But little does she know that the family she has is just a facade. Will she fall or rise above it all? _Something about him seemed off. I was about to say something when he began to talk. "Tell me, what's going on in that pretty little head of yours?" "Excuse me!? You called me for this?" I gestured to the both of us. "I don't have time for this. My family is-" "Waiting for you?" The man cackled. "They are fooling you." My eyes widened at that statement. My heart beat sped up. I wanted to talk but couldn't find the words. "Sweetie, the people you are gladly calling parents AREN'T your parents. Your so called mom isn't a day over twenty. Your dad-he's nothing but a phony." By now I was crying Justin a River._ Read more to find out(I wrote this story as a sequel to the first book I wrote...unfortunately I lost it. It was called A passion for revenge ) Don't hesitate to vote, comment and share. I'd love to know what you guys are thinking❤it is also UNEDITED.