Love in hatred
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Last published Thu, Nov 5, 2020
"Who am I to pass judgment on such love?" I take a deep breath after rolling my eyes to my own idea about in my current situation. My dad died 5 months before my 17th birthday (it was a white sadness days )and it's been a year ago because it's already 5 months ago since I turned to 18th.and now I am in the same church where my pass father last mass happened. Today,is a white day again but it's for my mom not her last mass but her marriage not an anniversary celebration to my dad but her wedding day to another man (to the man she just have met 1 month ago) I am not invited to the wedding but I choose to attend just to witness everything and to give myself more reasons to hate them. I can see in the faces of the people in the church the joy and happiness just except my 3 siblings whose wearing a black tuxedo and a slacks in the side of the church with an empty face and even them don't have any idea that I was there.
I am a bookworm when we talk about story book, pocket book and any novels even histories I don't mind the genre just I love to read. But in this time I was being slapped by reality that I know nothing about love not even I little thing about it.
What if I experience loved? Can I understand the love my mom had?
Or what if I just got pain in loving?
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