Louis was finally doing ok. He'd had a rough few years. He had finished his first world tour about a month ago. He loved every minute, despite missing the presence of the boys on stage with him. Then one morning everything came crashing down when he was told one direction were coming back. He didn't know how to feel. Especially when it came to a certain green eyed boy. Well man now. Smut, fluff, drug use, drinking, mental illness and more is mentioned. BOOK 1