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SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

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africa colesprouse gvrc kenya macauley mayaangelou nairobi poetry toppoetry

(ironically and delusional)  it's about a beast(she) caged in a cage. tied to the walls, tortured by its own demons to pay all the inequties it has ever committed. To much pressure, to much fire, they let it burn watching. While breaking up in their sight,they feel it's all okay. __-There are some lines in each stanza that have the voice/voices of the persecuters(e.g second stanza third line "she is lying")All Rights Reserved

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𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐂𝐚𝐠𝐞 ✔️ by Deadly_Ayana23

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥" **** "What is going on?" He asks from behind me, silently joining me under the shower that I didn't realize when his hardened c*ck pressed against my hips. "H-How did you come in?" I ask back, turning around to find him a step away from our bodies to collide on one another. "Answers. I need answers, Teresa," He huskily said, his eyes never leaving my face as if he was seeing it after a while. The way we are closing, my breath was getting heavier by each moment. He could feel my breasts moving against his muscular chest. We were standing under the cold shower but the heat was rising inside our skin like a wildfire. Despite being Naked, none of us dared to look down at the exposed skin. "Nothing is going on," I lied, ignoring the sensations I was having between my legs. "You always have been a terrible liar," He trailed his hand over my thighs and my legs automatically spread as if they wanted to guide his hand to my entrance. "I am not lying," I dared to say. He leaned down at my height, his handsome face an inch away from mine, at that moment, I didn't remember any manners or shyness or any sort of thing, all I knew was I needed him even if it meant I needed to betray the people dearest to me. "Show me you aren't lying then." He ordered. I closed the distance amidst us and grazed his lips with mine, our teeth clashed and tongue danced in the same rhythm, he lifted me up from the floor, involuntarily rubbing himself against my wet entrance. ______ ⚠️ 18+ Read at your own risk! Started on June 21, 2023 Ended on April 9, 2024

Jailbreak by amelia819

Jay and Raven have lived their lives in fear, trapped in the Dome. They have never seen the outside world -- is it as beautiful as they hear it is? Then one day, they make a plan to escape the confines of the bird cage that have kept them locked inside for their whole lives. A plan to break out. A plan for a spectacular jailbreak. We both cherished the same sky, as we do now So when did our paths ever split up? If turning a blind eye on the things we saw as young children Is what we must do to become adults I don't think I ever want to become what people call a 'grown-up'. Hi! amelia819 here. This is my first ever fanfiction, and there will probably be a lot of mistakes. But I've really enjoyed writing it, and I hope you will enjoy reading it as well. I've written this story based off a song written by vocaloid artist Neru. The music video is done by Sidu, the same person who made the music videos for the Kagerou Project. It's AWESOME, and it will be great if you can watch it before reading this. (Beware, SPOILERS!!) Here is the link: Japanese Vocaloid version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEJ-m6KNddI Japanese Mafumafu version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbZwmtZ0YyM English Version by SirHamet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npjYlGWbONg

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Poetry Book 3 by hannahwashere97

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"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥" **** "What is going on?" He asks from behind me, silently joining me under the shower that I didn't realize when his hardened c*ck pressed against my hips. "H-How did you come in?" I ask back, turning around to find him a step away from our bodies to collide on one another. "Answers. I need answers, Teresa," He huskily said, his eyes never leaving my face as if he was seeing it after a while. The way we are closing, my breath was getting heavier by each moment. He could feel my breasts moving against his muscular chest. We were standing under the cold shower but the heat was rising inside our skin like a wildfire. Despite being Naked, none of us dared to look down at the exposed skin. "Nothing is going on," I lied, ignoring the sensations I was having between my legs. "You always have been a terrible liar," He trailed his hand over my thighs and my legs automatically spread as if they wanted to guide his hand to my entrance. "I am not lying," I dared to say. He leaned down at my height, his handsome face an inch away from mine, at that moment, I didn't remember any manners or shyness or any sort of thing, all I knew was I needed him even if it meant I needed to betray the people dearest to me. "Show me you aren't lying then." He ordered. I closed the distance amidst us and grazed his lips with mine, our teeth clashed and tongue danced in the same rhythm, he lifted me up from the floor, involuntarily rubbing himself against my wet entrance. ______ ⚠️ 18+ Read at your own risk! Started on June 21, 2023 Ended on April 9, 2024