SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
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(ironically and delusional) it's about a beast(she) caged in a cage. tied to the walls, tortured by its own demons to pay all the inequties it has ever committed. To much pressure, to much fire, they let it burn watching. While breaking up in their sight,they feel it's all okay. __-There are some lines in each stanza that have the voice/voices of the persecuters(e.g second stanza third line "she is lying")
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