COntRol
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  • Reads 42,976
  • Votes 1,205
  • Parts 44
  • Time 6h 18m
Complete, First published Aug 31, 2020
[Completed T-T]


"K-KIRI... Y-YOU D-ON'T UNDERST-STAND! I-I... 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗴-𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗻-𝗻𝗼 𝗰-𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹!"



A book about the mistakes of falling in love.

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⚠️𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴⚠️
This story will contain a lot of sensitive content so, if you can't handle graphical descriptions of any of the following topics, 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

Topics include:
Depression
Suicide
Heartbreak
Abuse
Bullying
Self degradation
Descriptions of epilepsy/seizures
Suffering - this lasts over a long period so it may be anxious/stressful to read
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Updates:
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Those who've read the previous version of this... The angst has gotten worse...

But PLEASE be careful when reading this...

Be potates!

                      ~Spud🥔
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katsuki bakugou is in love with someone. someone he shouldn't be in love with. bright red hair, matching crimson hued eyes, there's only one person it could be. eijirou kirishima, aka "shitty hair",, not that he has shitty hair. the only problem is, eijirou is dating mina ashido. he has been for months. then summer hits, and with it incredibly hot weather. katsuki finds himself struggling to even look at eijirou without freaking out.. yo! for contexts; pretty much katsuki has this huge mental block that keeps him from interacting with eijirou. he has trouble with his feeling, and he always bottles up the,, & that's part of the problem. this is a no-quirk and a college au. both katsuki and eijirou 21, while the rest of the class is in between 20 - 22. warnings !! s3lf-harm mentions strong language desperate katsuki hours ps: i do not own any of the characters,! they are all made by kohei horikoshi :)