Mesmerizing Catastrophe
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Himesama_LoVe
Ongoing, First published Sep 01, 2020
emotionalgiveuphopelovepainsliceoflife
"I can't save myself from pain, so I decided to save you"

Yan ang motto ko sa buhay, medyo cliche ba? Wala akong pake, gayahin niyo na lang. Basta yan na yung tumatak sa isipan ko nung nakaroon ako ng isip sa mundo. 

Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi alam ko kung ano ang pakiramdam na sa ganoong sitwasyon. Humahanap ng pag-asa, nagbabakasali na may magaalis sa akin sa ganoong sitwasyon, pero wala. Kaya napagdesisyon ko na gawin na lang yun sa ibang tao. Oh diba? Ang talino ko!

Hindi ko nga alam kung ba't nag kaganoon ang buhay ko. Siguro nung nagpaulan ng kamalasan at pasakit, siguro nakabangka ako tas nakapayong pa. Kaso nga lang hindi ako marunong mamangka kaya sa katangahan ko ay tumagilid iyon. Nahulog at nalunod pa ako, isama pa nating nalunok ko yata nang lahat ng iyon kaya hindi na maalis sa sistema ko.

Baka naawa kayo ha? Walang ganunan. I'm a person that is always fighting and smiling, kahit na ang dami-daming problema. Kasi maikli lang ang buhay guys, para magmukmok at umiyak. Kaya kung hindi naging maganda ang buhay mo, pagandahin mo na lang ang buhay ng iba.

Samahan niyo ko ha? Ito kasi ang pangarap ko, bukod sa pangarap kong maging Doctor. Pangarap ko ring ibahin ang buhay ng mga taong mahahalaga sa akin in a positive way. Yun ang gusto kong gawin bago ako kunin ni Lord. Hindi kasi natin masasabi ang kamatayan. 

"Kaya ikaw! Live your life to the fullest!
Wag mo kong gayahin...
Kasi ako...
I'm trying my best na lang to stay alive."
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