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But it gets so much worse, promise!

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Time 1h 30m

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(TW of Self Harm, Mental Illness, Suicide, Abuse, Conversion Therapy, Drugs, Alcohol) 

An Australian boy Aster Crawford , who is about to turn 18, moves to Canada with his mother for a fresh start. Yet he is holding on to the past with many dark secrets. With anger issues and daddy issues he learns not to be a fuckboy at times. 

Moves to a posh private school where he meets a charming young boy 19 named Hayden Cumming. It's there last year of high school and things must come out. As He is hiding his true self from everyone, until things become risky between them. They must unravel themselves and have fun on there crazy journey. 

Until the truth is unveiled how can Aster and Hayden find each other? And fall in love in high school, but suffer at the same time?All Rights Reserved

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