Top model Aramina (Ari) Vega seems to have it all: fame, fortune, a thriving career and a gorgeous guy on her arm every night, but nothing is as perfect as it seems. When the lights go out, she's left to face her demons of loneliness, depression, and a warped self image. As she battles baggage from her past and substance abuse, she meets her match in fashion designer Spencer Hayes who flips everything she thought she knew upside down and shows her what's possible, starting with learning to love and forgive herself. Trigger Warning: this book explores real life issues many of us think we struggle with alone. If any of these things are sensitive to you, please bypass this book. I love you 💕