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I Live to the End

lucysbadwriting

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Reads 42
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Parts 14
Time 1h 47m

lucysbadwriting

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"I took my photo albums out of my closet to remind myself that Noah had existed. He was my twin brother. He was 18. He died on New Years. I should have tried harder to stop him. I was partially responsible for his death. I deserved to die just as much as he did."

What happens in this story? The worst event of my life. The details don't matter right now. All that matters is I'm here to tell this story. I live to the end.

tw: mentions of suicide and suicidal ideationAll Rights Reserved

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A Is For Adam... cover

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A Is For Adam...

He was the best and worst older brother. I thought I'd never be able to say, "hey, you turned out to not be a complete douche". His smile was the best, his influence changed my world. His death knocked me off balance. he died for a monster named Heroin, and I'll never forgive him completely for it. Yeah, miss him? Tons. Never forgive? Possibly. At the moment, I don't know what to think. That's why I'm trying to sort this shit out. I'm going to find forgiveness somewhere, but he'll have to work for it. Dead or alive.