What is just a spell?

What if the love that you feel is just a part of a spell? Your dreams, your life, yourself are just a lie. Can you give up everything or do you prefer to cling to a lie?
Two person that are not supposed to meet, two souls that are not fated.
Some people say that fate is not write, others say that fate is write on stone and can't be change, what do you prefer to believe?
The only thing that I can say is that all can change in minute, what you believe is true become a lie, what you believe is impossible become a reality.
I used to though that I was the most blessed girl in the word, but now should I say that I am curse, or is just some kind of irony of fate?
He says that he loves me, but I know that is no true, I believed that I love him but was no true, so the correct is to free him, right? Because our love was never true, but if all was a lie, why do I feel like my heart breaks every time I tell him I don't love him?

Please this is my first story in english, is necessary to tell that english is not my mother language but I try my best to write a good story.