Finding My Happiness
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Última publicación jue, sep 10, 2020
"Just because some parts of me are damaged goods, does not mean they aren't still salvaegable"
If you look at her closely,
You can see that,
Every now and then,
She turns away from her group of friends
And her smile disappears
And she becomes a different person for a few seconds
A sad person
A person who is broken and damaged,
And after a few seconds she looks back at the group
Smiling and joking around
She almost looks like she's actually happy but,
If you look closely,
You can see how heartbreaking her smile really is
And you can see all the wreckage behind that smile.
So much pain.
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