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I'll Do My Best Not To Be My Worst (Starker eventually Tony, Peter, Steve)

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A warning, this is an incredibly dark fic and isn't pretty.. There may or may not be a happy ending, that all depends on how my year goes.
 
Peter Parker is a journalist who needs a good story because he is in a bad finical state, and money is all he needs. When he sneaks inside the Avengers Tower he finds a dead body, a women raped and murdered. When he tries to leave he is stopped and held hostage by his childhood hero. Tony plans to make Peter his next victim but things can of course change.
updates will vary form time to time. Because of therapy, school, and covid.
This is also on ao3 under the name @nixvixthetixAll Rights Reserved

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Forever by mazecatt

Peter had never been in a relationship before. It was a new feeling, it was perfect. Until it wasn't. Not that it mattered though, he thought it was fine, so why shouldn't it be? He was prepared to live with it until the new country kid showed up. Extended summary inside. Updates every Sunday! Start date - 1/21/24 End date - 4/14/24 TW - Abuse/violence, injuries/blood, panic/anxiety attacks (brief), language I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

Is Love Enough? by QueenKoala05

Spider-Man. Who would have thought saving people was a big no-no with the government. Wanted by the big man upstairs, Fury has no option but to put his best people on the job. The Avengers. They really appreciate the work Spider-Man is doing, really. The Avengers are for end of the world events, not stopping petty thieves. But they don't have a choice now do they. Peter Parker. The boy genius who can't seem to find a way out of the mess that he calls his life. Losing his parents and then his uncle, he now lives with the woman he calls his Aunt. She hasn't been his Aunt the day his uncle died. He doesn't do it for the fame or glory, he does it to honor his Uncle Ben. Because With Great Power, Comes Great Responsibility.

Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔ by KonekoJr

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

Be Like You [COMPLETED] by powered_by_notes

[COMPLETED BUT UNDER REVISION} ok I take it back I haven't looked at this in like two years & it's so bad but y'all seen to like it🥴 (I've considered properly revising it but I don't wanna lose all the comments yall have left) Peter Parker's aunt always hurt him--both physically and emotionally--after his Uncle Ben's death. He could always tolerate it and hide his scars and bruises but, when she finds out he's Spider-Man, everything shatters. He has nowhere to turn except to his mentor, Tony Stark: the man he strives to be like. This isn't a Starker shipping fic, it's where Tony takes in Peter because everyone loves a wholesome and funny fanfiction. I've no idea how often I'll update but enjoy, I guess. #3 in irondad #1 in spidermanfanfiction #3 in marvel #2 in avengers WARNINGS: Language and mentions of depression, possibly suicidal thoughts/actions, and abuse.

Good Boy Peter by Her-11

Peter Parker has stumbled into something he really shouldn't have. It was Ned's fault, well that was wrong it was actually Jameson's fault for only giving him twenty-four hours to get pictures of something front page worthy before he was fired. Then Ned had given him the tip about some raid going down by the docks, and it was just his luck when it wasn't a police raid but one gang versus another. Then he had been spotted by James Rhodes, Tony Stark's right-hand man. That's why he's hanging from ropes in a room waiting to be interrogated by none other than Tony Stark himself. (Tony Stark in 40's as usual and Peter is 18 or 19) or Tony Stark is a mob boss who has set his sites on Peter Parker and isn't going to let the boy, that he now thinks of as his, go.

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The Arsenic Widow #Wattys2015 (mxm) by JuniperAdler

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