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I'll Do My Best Not To Be My Worst (Starker eventually Tony, Peter, Steve)

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Time 1h 13m

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A warning, this is an incredibly dark fic and isn't pretty.. There may or may not be a happy ending, that all depends on how my year goes.
 
Peter Parker is a journalist who needs a good story because he is in a bad finical state, and money is all he needs. When he sneaks inside the Avengers Tower he finds a dead body, a women raped and murdered. When he tries to leave he is stopped and held hostage by his childhood hero. Tony plans to make Peter his next victim but things can of course change.
updates will vary form time to time. Because of therapy, school, and covid.
This is also on ao3 under the name @nixvixthetixAll Rights Reserved

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