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I'll Do My Best Not To Be My Worst (Starker eventually Tony, Peter, Steve)

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A warning, this is an incredibly dark fic and isn't pretty.. There may or may not be a happy ending, that all depends on how my year goes.
 
Peter Parker is a journalist who needs a good story because he is in a bad finical state, and money is all he needs. When he sneaks inside the Avengers Tower he finds a dead body, a women raped and murdered. When he tries to leave he is stopped and held hostage by his childhood hero. Tony plans to make Peter his next victim but things can of course change.
updates will vary form time to time. Because of therapy, school, and covid.
This is also on ao3 under the name @nixvixthetixAll Rights Reserved

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While There's Still Something Left by InfernalPanda

CROSS POSTED Tony was not okay. Tony was the exact opposite of okay. Tony, stupid, stupid Tony, not only recruited a teenager, he recruited a teenager that was now being targeted by Hydra. This had to be his fault. Hydra must have somehow found out Peter helped him in Germany and picked him out as the weakest link. They wanted to find a way to get to the Avengers, to get to Tony, and they found it. ***** In the aftermath of Civil War, the Accords have been sorted out, but the Avengers are far from mended. Their issues must be pushed aside, however, when Peter Parker, who has until then kept his real identity a secret, arrives at Stark Tower to tell Tony that May is missing. It will take the whole team to figure out what Hydra has planned, but they are nowhere near prepared for what they will find. PS: I promise the writing does get better! I was expecting this to be a shorter fic, but as you can tell it kind of ran away from me and I take it more seriously than I did in the beginning! Thanks for reading!

ZANTEDESCHIA - YB x Fem Reader by HanabiraPinkEvoy

WARNING: I DO NOT CONDONE THE RELATIONSHIPS SHOWN IN THIS FIC/GAME MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, OR AT LEAST BE +14 WHEN READING FIC DEALS WITH HEAVY TOPIC SUCH AS STALKING, MURDER, ABUSE, SELF HARM AND S/A Y/N's life has been... chaotic. Leaving her family after they broke out into another fit of drama, she left straight to college and got an apartment and a job. Now not only is her roommate not paying their half of the rent, but she's been getting less and less sleep. That is, until she meets an interesting stranger.... [cover is not my art btw!! It used to be before I changed it since I hate my art lol] ♡

I Need a Hero | Peter Parker x Reader | Wrong Number by w0rds_0n_4_scr33n

Y/n is a vigilante living in Queens, she likes to fight for others because when she's at home she can't fight her abusive father. One day she tries to message her friend for help when she is injured but in her panic, she types in the wrong number. THIS STORY CONTAINS SELF HARM, ABUSE & S*XUALL ASS*ULT- READ AT YOUR OWN RISK No smut because the characters are minors :) Also, there is medical stuff in here but I'm not a doctor so we can just pretend it's correct :) #1 in wrongnumber 06/12/2022

Hold Me Together by HeavenLy695

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Forever by mazecatt

Peter had never been in a relationship before. It was a new feeling, it was perfect. Until it wasn't. Not that it mattered though, he thought it was fine, so why shouldn't it be? He was prepared to live with it until the new country kid showed up. Extended summary inside. Updates every Sunday! Start date - 1/21/24 End date - 4/14/24 TW - Abuse/violence, injuries/blood, panic/anxiety attacks (brief), language I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

My Broken Spiderboy (tasm! spiderman x reader) by riesespieces

"Who's this?" Spiderman points to an old polaroid on my desk. I glance at it, before going focusing back on Spider's shoulder, "Just a boy I was friends with in high school. He kinda just disappeared after his girlfriend died though." "Oh. Were you close?" I shrugged, the old feeling of bitterness reentering my heart after so many years. "I would have called us best friends, but I guess not close enough for him to want my help." "I'm sure he just didn't want to hurt you." "Whatever, I'm over it." "You still have his picture." "I said I'm over it, Spiderboy! He left, he's not my friend anymore! Not like you won't do the same thing when you leave here tonight. I helped you, and now you have no use for me. Just like Peter." ------ You used to be best friends with Peter Parker. That was until he met Gwen Stacy and fell in love. And when she died due to a freak accident, Peter left you for good. You were on your own now, and you preferred it that way. No one was going to hurt you now, you just had to get through med school and you'd be a-okay. At least so you thought. Exactly five years after the death of Gwen Stacy you find a beaten-up Spiderman laying on your porch. He could barely get out a word before you led him into your apartment and helped him clean up. After that fateful night, Spiderman would pay you almost nightly visits to fix him after his nightly patrols each night. You couldn't help to get close to the masked man. But there was always that underlying fear that he was just using you as your other friends had? Or was there actually a friendship? As the months went on you found yourself falling for the superhero. Surely this was bound to end in disaster. ------ Warnings: mentions of blood/gore/vomiting, some cussing, there will be no smut of any kind so don't ask Disclaimer: I do not own Spiderman or any characters related to Spiderman

Is Love Enough? by QueenKoala05

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Permanent by mazecatt

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Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

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Don't Leave Me Here - Starker by superrspideyy

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CROSS POSTED Tony was not okay. Tony was the exact opposite of okay. Tony, stupid, stupid Tony, not only recruited a teenager, he recruited a teenager that was now being targeted by Hydra. This had to be his fault. Hydra must have somehow found out Peter helped him in Germany and picked him out as the weakest link. They wanted to find a way to get to the Avengers, to get to Tony, and they found it. ***** In the aftermath of Civil War, the Accords have been sorted out, but the Avengers are far from mended. Their issues must be pushed aside, however, when Peter Parker, who has until then kept his real identity a secret, arrives at Stark Tower to tell Tony that May is missing. It will take the whole team to figure out what Hydra has planned, but they are nowhere near prepared for what they will find. PS: I promise the writing does get better! I was expecting this to be a shorter fic, but as you can tell it kind of ran away from me and I take it more seriously than I did in the beginning! Thanks for reading!