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I'll Do My Best Not To Be My Worst (Starker eventually Tony, Peter, Steve)

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A warning, this is an incredibly dark fic and isn't pretty.. There may or may not be a happy ending, that all depends on how my year goes.
 
Peter Parker is a journalist who needs a good story because he is in a bad finical state, and money is all he needs. When he sneaks inside the Avengers Tower he finds a dead body, a women raped and murdered. When he tries to leave he is stopped and held hostage by his childhood hero. Tony plans to make Peter his next victim but things can of course change.
updates will vary form time to time. Because of therapy, school, and covid.
This is also on ao3 under the name @nixvixthetixAll Rights Reserved

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Permanent by mazecatt

Peter Parker was dead, and he was okay with that. He had his new identity and his new life ahead of him. That was until he texted the wrong number. Extended summary inside. There's a prequel for this story! Of course, this was published first, but they can be read in either order. It's called Identity, make sure to check it out!! Updates every Sunday! Start date - 4/24/22 End date - 8/21/22 TW - Abuse, violence, injuries/blood, bullying, panic/anxiety attacks, language, (brief) mentions of suicide I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Old Friends, New Beginnings || Peter Parker by yadiraxo

PETER PARKER FANFIC **** Peter Parker has been your best friend since you were young and you both are crushed when you move away to another state. Each of you get on with your lives and forget about each other, but when you move back three years later, you get to reunite with the boy who you used to have a crush on for years. But, something is different about him, he's changed; and it's a drastic change. Suddenly your thrown into a life that has become Peter's new normal. Drama, relationships and the life of a superhero begin to affect you and Peter in drastic ways - and who's to say that Peter will be the only crime fighting teen in Queens?

Forever by mazecatt

Peter had never been in a relationship before. It was a new feeling, it was perfect. Until it wasn't. Not that it mattered though, he thought it was fine, so why shouldn't it be? He was prepared to live with it until the new country kid showed up. Extended summary inside. Updates every Sunday! Start date - 1/21/24 End date - 4/14/24 TW - Abuse/violence, injuries/blood, panic/anxiety attacks (brief), language I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔ by KonekoJr

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

ZANTEDESCHIA - YB x Fem Reader by HanabiraPinkEvoy

WARNING: I DO NOT CONDONE THE RELATIONSHIPS SHOWN IN THIS FIC/GAME MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, OR AT LEAST BE +14 WHEN READING FIC DEALS WITH HEAVY TOPIC SUCH AS STALKING, MURDER, ABUSE, SELF HARM AND S/A Y/N's life has been... chaotic. Leaving her family after they broke out into another fit of drama, she left straight to college and got an apartment and a job. Now not only is her roommate not paying their half of the rent, but she's been getting less and less sleep. That is, until she meets an interesting stranger.... [cover is not my art btw!! It used to be before I changed it since I hate my art lol] ♡

Be Like You [COMPLETED] by powered_by_notes

[COMPLETED BUT UNDER REVISION} ok I take it back I haven't looked at this in like two years & it's so bad but y'all seen to like it🥴 (I've considered properly revising it but I don't wanna lose all the comments yall have left) Peter Parker's aunt always hurt him--both physically and emotionally--after his Uncle Ben's death. He could always tolerate it and hide his scars and bruises but, when she finds out he's Spider-Man, everything shatters. He has nowhere to turn except to his mentor, Tony Stark: the man he strives to be like. This isn't a Starker shipping fic, it's where Tony takes in Peter because everyone loves a wholesome and funny fanfiction. I've no idea how often I'll update but enjoy, I guess. #3 in irondad #1 in spidermanfanfiction #3 in marvel #2 in avengers WARNINGS: Language and mentions of depression, possibly suicidal thoughts/actions, and abuse.

Good Boy Peter by Her-11

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Mad God's Love [Dark, enemies-to-lovers BL] by Audranasa

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Saved by the Devil (boyxboy) ✓ by BigNeptune

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