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Restrained heart of Adonis

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For it is written that man shall not commit himself to his same gender, neither to look with lust nor with lewdness. 

As the holy scripture forbids any act of evilness, when and how can a poor little boy keep his stand for having a strange beat somewhere in his heart, when he was born in a family of christians and holiness were nurtured?

And would he ever think of himself as evil as the people who were described in the holy scripture? Or would he ever find a way to change his life, letting his feeling protrude? Would he ever find his happiness or would only make everything as messy as nobody can imagine?


But what if there's something really off with being gay. And it's not all about loving your same gender and lusting them. And when it turns out, will everyone accept it? Will everyone understand?



Started on: September 04, 2020All Rights Reserved

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It just felt right because It was unnecessary drama.

Well, this is a journal, so you found it. Can I say Happy reading into my life? The life of a kid who hates love. This is a love story, darling. Well, I don't know about you but I hate school, I have been told it is a place to mingle with good souls and create moments to cherish and to get yourself educated. It is a place for youth to strive and bloom into respected beings. It is a sanctuary of sanity. If you ask me, school is the definition of drama as it is the birthplace of drama. Youth is the ambassador of chaos, you can either make the chaos good or bad, worth the pleasure or the very cause of death. Life is too short to live with a sane mind, there is no harm in breaking rules to live life the way you want as long as it makes you good. As with any classical young adult romance, this book is filled with horny, hormone imbalance, chemical imbalances, not loved and very well-loved, mature(childish), caring(cruel ) teenagers. All of this drama only started because of one guy, Mark Austin Jawa, the golden boy of Winter Abyss High School. Maybe Mark had nothing to do at all.It was just about 4 kids learning to live Did I forget to say, there are inhuman beings as well in this story? There are romance, drama, revenge, supernatural, chaos, lust, betrayal, hate, friendship, mental health issues, Johnny Christopher Depp || fan and hater, selenophile, diversity of nations and their skins and of course, there are gays. There are also LGBTQ ++ in this pure chaos-filling story of 21st-century humans and the Novel Coronavirus 2019 Disease better known as Covid 19. Oh, I almost forgot, this tale is even more screw up than the famous love story of Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare.