Restrained heart of Adonis
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Last published Mon, Sep 14, 2020
For it is written that man shall not commit himself to his same gender, neither to look with lust nor with lewdness.
As the holy scripture forbids any act of evilness, when and how can a poor little boy keep his stand for having a strange beat somewhere in his heart, when he was born in a family of christians and holiness were nurtured?
And would he ever think of himself as evil as the people who were described in the holy scripture? Or would he ever find a way to change his life, letting his feeling protrude? Would he ever find his happiness or would only make everything as messy as nobody can imagine?
But what if there's something really off with being gay. And it's not all about loving your same gender and lusting them. And when it turns out, will everyone accept it? Will everyone understand?
Started on: September 04, 2020
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