Runs to Walmart are for blueberries, gatorades, and fun little pills that if you take enough will one day help you slip into the standard your held to on a daily basis. Skip meals when you can. if you can't, go to the bathroom right after and put on a youtube video. When you get that cold shiver up your back and down your arms and legs in a warm room, be proud. Your beautiful, but that doesn't apply to me.