Choosing Me
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Last published Fri, Mar 12, 2021
Memories of the woman I was are flashing my mind. Demons that were buried deep came back to the surface.
If there is one thing you could wish for - what would it be?
》I would love to have myself back《
Take my hand and walk with me.
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Please note that this is a personal story, there is no fiction in it and it's literally my life story. So please consider it when you read it.
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