Something new
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MatureOngoing26m
Last published Fri, Mar 5, 2021
Can you feel it? How your skin itches, how you want to rip it off.
Can you feel it? How they hurt your body, how you don't try to resist.
You feel your heart say: 'This is all lies, a mask, take it off!'
You hear your mind scream: 'Those aren't feelings, stop it!'
But why aren't you doing anything?
You just need somebody to help you.
P.S. this is a book originally in Russian, written by one of my best friends (hey there my precious cinnamon roll❤). This book was what brought us together when I was an average reader and they were the author of this book - one of my favorite fanfics ever. I'm translating it to English for y'all now, a year after we became friends with my dearest Anonym.
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