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*Warning, this is only going to be twenty parts so don't get too attached ;)*
Depression is like a war. You either win...or die trying.
Against all odds, Allison has made it out of her horrible state alive and unharmed. When death threats occur from an unknown man, she is sucked right back into the craziness of life. And the crazy this time? Forgetting who she is and what has happened.
She doesn't remember anything. The boys, the girls, Niall, letting Danny go, it is all a big blank space to her. She could remember everything up until going to bed one night and then there was this year of white space in her brain. It's up to the boys to bring her back to the girl she once was.
"If you want to do something, go for it. You've got nothing to lose." -Louis
"Life is funny, things change, people change. But you will always be you so stay true to yourself and never sacrifice who you are for anyone." -Zayn
"Dreams are like stars. You may never touch them, but if you follow them, they will lead you to your destiny." -Liam
"I'd rather be called a boy and play with paper airplanes than be called a man and play with a girl's heart." -Niall
"It's not about being who you were; it's about keeping who you were as a part of who you are now." -Harry
"Forgetting is like lighting a candle. The candle might disappear, but the wax is always there." -Allison
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