*TRIGGER WARNING! Self harm, suicide attempts, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, medication, kinda graphic descriptions of blood and gore* lol, language too
Prolly gonna be some smut, sorry!
I couldn't think of a name so...
I'm going to write a story about Hinata if he was depressed and had anxiety,(and social anxiety) based on my own experiences. He will be on medication, which I haven't experienced, but I prolly should be on meds... putting that aside, I will do research on different types of medication he might be on, and I'll base the meds off that. I'll try to make it as accurate as possible, but sorry if it's not completely accurate. I also know that some people might have had different experiences, so I don't want to undermine those experiences.
Suicide hotline US: 1-800-273-8255
Kageyama is a college student who suffers from anxiety and depression. He struggles through his classes and any other situations where he needs to be around people. He is fascinated by a very cute, very outgoing redhead in one of his classes and wonders obsessively about how someone seems so at ease around people. He develops a tiny crush, but never speaks to the redhead -- doesn't even know his name -- until one night at a crowded movie premier. Then it seems he runs into Hinata all the time. Is the universe trying to tell him something? Can the energetic boy with the megawatt smile find a way to connect with the painfully shy, socially awkward, anxious classmate? Will Hinata's gentle and accepting nature calm the worry that constantly plagues Kageyama and finally give him some peace?
CW: anxiety, depression, self-harm
College AU; all characters are 18+. I do not own the Haikyuu characters or the cover art.