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I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou

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Katsuki Bakugou becomes depressed when he believes he's been the one to end All Might, a green haired boy named Izuku Midoriya will help him through the pain, while hiding feelings for him.

⚠️ Warning: this contains ⚠️
〔Cutting〕
〔Depression〕
〔A small bit of anorexia〕
〔Basically a lot of sad shit〕
⚠️ Please don't read if you're sensitive to this sort of stuff. ⚠️

Contains 'Out Of Character' characters

~Original storyline~
~Cover drawn by me~

I deeply apologise if anything is incorrect in this story, I don't know much about it. This story is informed from my small experience with these things and my imagination. I apologise if anything is offending to those who are suffering from something like this. Please don't attack me if things are incorrect, thank you for reading.

No. 1 in #sadkacchan   5/11/20
No. 1 in #myherofanfiction  5/11/20
No. 1 in #depressedkacchan   9/11/20All Rights Reserved

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