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When You Fail Me

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Reads 135
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depression suicideprevention teen youngadult

I wonder what Grayson felt in his last moments, I wonder what it felt like to die. Where is he? We've never been religious and if we were suicide is a fatal sin. Is my cherished brother burning in hell? Or is he crying with the saints? Grayson, can you see me? 
16 year old Mckayla Sallow finds her brother hanging in his closet, can she live without him?All Rights Reserved

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