I Am You
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Zakończone śr., lis 11, 20202h 17m
Michelle moves out of Sacramento, away from her parents to escape her past. All she wants is for people to leave her alone. New York could be the place for her to start a new life. Or so she thought. Will Michelle finally be happy? What will happen when she is left with no choice but to share her apartment and interact with new people at her college? Will she be able to stop herself from making the same mistakes again?
Trigger Warning: Some of the chapters contain descriptions of self-harming and death. If you are sensitive to these topics, please avoid reading the detailed descriptions.
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to the point of ruin
𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥, 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘐 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴. * Rory Abrams' life has only ever revolved around one thing: her parents. Every decision she has ever made was to ensure her parents' happiness- for better, or for worse. University presents her with an opportunity she has never had before: the ability to breathe outside her parents' control. However, some things are easier said than done. Ethan Rhodes has lived with pain so long, it's become a welcome companion. He's a ghost on campus, with a cloud hanging over him, so dark, it drives others away. University allows him a temporary distraction from his chaotic life. But Ethan is surviving on borrowed time, desperately looking for a getaway before the clock runs out. Ethan and Rory cross paths at Wickrage University, drained by life to the point of ruin. As their lives begin to interweave, and they find comfort in one another, the mortifying journey of self-healing pushes their individual friendships to the limit. * 𝘐 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
Difficult Times (Jemily)
(I wrote this story when I was in 8th grade so don't hate me for it, I know it's pretty bad but I was proud of it. So just warning you.) Jj is having a hard time at home, Will is abusive to her and no one on the team knows. She has been struggling a lot but she won't open up to anyone. She wondered if she should open up to her best friend Emily but she is scared of what she might think of her. (Jemily story) (Trigger warning will be announced in the beginning of a chapter is something happens or if something is talked about) Please note I do not own these characters Completed.Zakończone
Just A Thought
Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!Zakończone
Altered
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.Zakończone
Heather
"And for our last question," the interviewer smiles, "if you could title a book about your life, what would it be?" The audience claps. My answer is immediate. "Heather." The host leans in, interested but seemingly confused... "Why?" ---------------×---------×----------------- What begins as a high school crush spirals into a crisis that shatters everything Sara thought she knew-about love, loyalty, and herself. Seventeen-year-old Sara Davis struggles with self-worth and confidence. She's reserved, self-critical, and constantly battling the voice in her head that says she's not enough. Her best friend Heather, bold and unshakable, is her anchor-the one person who sees the light in her and pushes her toward it. Then there's Elijah Garcia-smart, athletic, wealthy, and effortlessly magnetic. For as long as Sara can remember, he's been the definition of perfect. A silent fantasy. A distant dream. Encouraged by Heather, Sara finally pursues her feelings, and for a moment, it feels like she's living her own fairytale. But beneath the glittering surface lies a darker truth. As hearts break, jealousy festers, and betrayal seeps into every corner of her life, Sara finds herself unraveling. Secrets long buried rise to the surface, threatening to destroy everything she believes in. This is not just a story about falling in love. It's about falling apart-and the fight to piece yourself back together. TRIGGER WARNINGS: Depression, self-harm, abandonment, suicide, cursing, and other mature themes. [COMPLETED]Zakończone
Caleb
Caleb is definitely a troubled child. Alone, with nothing going for him, he attempts to take his own life but fails at his first attempt. He desperately wants to try again but is put under constant supervision, especially by his new doctor, Dr Palmer. Dr Palmer becomes more and more involved in Caleb’s life, trying to help him see that his life is worth living through various methods. Eventually, the two build up a trusting and understanding relationship and Dr Palmer allows Caleb to do things that his parents would have never have let him do so soon after something so tragic. Caleb gets his life back on track, enrolling at college and even meeting a girl whom he used to know as a child. The two of them begin to date each other, and everything seems great for a while. That is, until Caleb remembers the reason that he tried to commit suicide in the first place, revealing a secret that shatters his new found confidence. As things at home begin to deteriorate too, Caleb’s situation goes from bad to worse. The only person who knows the truth, Dr Palmer, leaves him to stand on his own two feet, declaring him cured. He starts back at college full time, and becomes ever closer with Stephanie, the only person whom he feels that he can trust. When his own father attacks his mother, Caleb begins to think that the police are on to him, trying to unravel his past, thinking that they have realised what happened to cause him to try to commit suicide. However, they are just trying to build a case against his father. In desperation, Caleb tried to reach out to Dr Palmer, against the advice of his mother. As his life spirals out of control, Dr Palmer makes him realise that the only way he can carry on is to come clean and reveal his secret. In a shocking final twist, everything is revealed to be not what it seems, and Caleb finds out that he will be ok, no matter what happens to him.Zakończone
Logan
*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?Zakończone
I Can't Admit I Love You
LUCAS I sat next to her on the couch and brushed her hair from her face. She was all sweaty. " Lucas ..?" She hummed. " I'm here.." " I'm sorry, I'm an embarrassment..." I chuckled. "No you're fine you just drank too much. We were trying to sober you up, then we found you at the bar drinking shots!" It was really a funny sight as I recalled. " Lucas ?" Her eyes pried open again and she stared at me. "Yeah?" " Will you stay with me tonight?" SKYLAR He hugged me again. I could never get enough of his hugs, and still I wanted more. I wanted more than that with him. It hurt so much knowing that it could never be so. "Don't be sorry, I'm just happy I got to you in time." Lucas' voice was so gentle, so sweet and sincere. If I didn't pull away from him I would start to cry again. I held my breath, my hand pressed a little more on his back. As I did this though I felt him tense up from my touch. "S-sorry," I stammer and attempted to pull away, but he brought me back into his chest. "Don't." his voice was firm. "Don't...let go." ********************************************************************* Their near death experience on a flight to NY causes two strangers to meet. After arriving safely on the ground, they realize they can't stand being apart. But their lives are too different and headed in different directions. Will they be able to able to confess their true feelings? Will it make any difference?Zakończone
Worth It
Zara is moving from New Zealand to New Jersey to attend Princeton; the college she got accepted into. She decided to attend there not only for the amazing opportunity it held, but also to get away from her traumatic past, but what if that past decides to follow her? There she meets her neurotic roommate in a... compromising situation. Her roommate (Josephine 'Jo') invites her into her friend group where they also have a dance group together. There she meets all sorts of friends like the sweet Shane, the cold June among others. Oh, and lets not forget about the infuriating Cameron who is also in their friend group. He also seems to have a past and is often times hot and cold making it hard for Zara to understand where she stands with him. Most days, she hates him because, well, he's an asshole, but other days, he's not an asshole. Those days are the days that confuse Zara and complicate her already complicated life. What will happen when Zara's past starts to travel back to her? And what about a secret that Zara is hiding that no one else knows about? What will happen when Cameron finds out? Will it make him even more colder to her or will it make them closer? Read to find out! *** Warning: Could be triggering to some people. This is a dark romance about a young woman trying to hide from her demons. This book includes violence, profanity, sexual themes and a lot of depressing stuff that will soon lead to hope. :) Or will it? Read to find out!!Zakończone
Like a Good Boy
Izuku My mom has never thought much with her brain and always lets her heart guide her way. It's why she's always with dumb guys and getting her heart shattered. Two boyfriends ago, it was a serial cheater. The last boyfriend had a gambling addiction and drained every account she had, including my college fund that both she and I had built. It wasn't just her money he stole. It was my money too, and now, I'm the one stuck paying the price for it. The last thing I want is to pull out loans I'll never be able to repay. Two and a half jobs barely cut it, and I'm drowning. When my roommate (and best friend) sees me struggling to keep up with it all and get some sleep, he suggests I look into a sugar daddy. He has one and swears it's the best decision ever. The sugar world is overwhelming at first glance, and thankfully, my best friend and his sugar daddy have my back and set me up with the best possible match. Katsuki After choosing not to re-sign a contract with a baby because his feelings grew for me, I began my search for another one. Being a serial entrepreneur has its perks. I have money, but I also have a busy work schedule, and sometimes I find myself in the office from when I wake up until I go to bed. Most of my time is spent spoiling whoever I've signed a contract with and without one, work might consume me again. Nobody's interesting me enough to want to meet more than once, and I own the most popular app used for sugar relationships, so believe me, I've looked. I'm hesitant when a friend tells me his sugar baby knows someone looking to get into the sugar world. First-timers don't usually have a lot of issues and end up falling in love or canceling their contracts. After seeing pictures of him, I decide to take a chance, hoping he's different than the other first timers I've been with. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ Alcohol Use Cursing Smut light to moderate bdsm daddy/baby boy kink Credit for cover: dyn4bun on instagram
𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥, 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘐 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴. * Rory Abrams' life has only ever revolved around one thing: her parents. Every decision she has ever made was to ensure her parents' happiness- for better, or for worse. University presents her with an opportunity she has never had before: the ability to breathe outside her parents' control. However, some things are easier said than done. Ethan Rhodes has lived with pain so long, it's become a welcome companion. He's a ghost on campus, with a cloud hanging over him, so dark, it drives others away. University allows him a temporary distraction from his chaotic life. But Ethan is surviving on borrowed time, desperately looking for a getaway before the clock runs out. Ethan and Rory cross paths at Wickrage University, drained by life to the point of ruin. As their lives begin to interweave, and they find comfort in one another, the mortifying journey of self-healing pushes their individual friendships to the limit. * 𝘐 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
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