requiem for blue jeans // bastille
2 parts Complete MatureIn the reflection, I could see the mattress on the ground, the sheets and blankets a mess and stained. I could see signs of Charlie's heroin use scattered about with the trash and miscellaneous things abandoned to coat the floor. I was standing in the middle of a wasteland, and I looked clean. Like I had simply wandered in on accident. I didn't look like myself, and that's exactly what I wanted.
TW: heroin use/abuse, toxic relationship, cheating, MCD, depression