Have you ever been in a situation where you see life is all just one big bad dream where you constantly try to snap your self to the point of near death just to wake up from it and every time you do that it feels as your constantly in a loophole until it happens that moment you have been waiting for almost an eternity comes in the grasp of your hand that feeling of waking up right before your eyes just to realize ..... (the rest is in the story)