"I can't go back to the way it was You didn't know me. After I bumped into you I become craving for you more, uncontrollably" Jingyi gets suspicious and worried as since Sizhui has come back from night hunting with Wen Ning, he's been getting bad nightmares. Sizhui has been having a hard time hiding who he really is, as he starts remembering who he was before, including all the horrors w he went through. Both helplessly in love with each other, both afraid of confronting each other. Ships: Zhuiyi, Wangxian, Jin Ling x Zizhen Warning: Ptsd, trauma, gay, sexual content, alcohol