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To Be So Lonely

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Parts 34
Time 12h 48m

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Raised as an orphan, Nel Saintday, endured years of torture from the Slytherin House. The Dark Lord only allowed her existence for her to serve a very specific vile purpose for him. Her birthright dictates for her to choose a side in the Wizarding War... But what would happen if she dares defy the Dark Lord and his wishes? And what happens when she falls for her tormentor? Will Nel fulfill her life's purpose? And what side will her tormentor, Draco Malfoy, choose? The light that calls to him or the darkness...

[ AN: *WARNING Toxic Relationship, self-harm, grunge, dark]All Rights Reserved

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