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Sunbeams {female OC x JJ Maybank} by ellajge

{Book 2/2} They'd done it. The Pogues had gone from having nothing to lose, to having absolutely everything to lose. JJ and Harley, especially. Harley finally got her happy ending. The boyfriend she'd always wanted, a life in the OBX with her brother and friends, and of course, the gold. But nothing is ever made to last. How long could she really last without an adventure? She had everything to lose. But was she willing to lose JJ along with it? Follows season 4 part 1&2 of Outerbanks TRIGGER WARNINGS - violence - mature language - sexual language - abuse themes I do not own the characters or the plot of the outerbanks, I only own Harley and her story.

✨mOlD iS gOoD fOr YoU iTs JuSt A nAtUrAl oRgAnIsM✨ ✨But you..Don't like freedom very much now do ya cupcake?✨ ✨bOnG wAtEr?✨ ✨what the fffff fu- fudggee✨ ✨straight up like the Spanish, just bon voyage!✨ Imagines of our favourite blonde, The one and only JJ Maybank! Warning: includes topics that could make some readers uncomfortable. These Topics include things like: Abuse, Self harm, Drug use, cuss words, sexual interaction, manipulative and toxic relationships, Death, traumatic events, etc. I do not want to put anyone in a position where they are uncomfortable reading my book, if you feel that any of these topics could be triggering please refrain from reading this book. <3 I do not stand for Hate so please do not spread it on my page, or anywhere for that matter. All Hate will be blocked removed from my comments and you will be blocked from my page. If you don't like it, don't read it. It's that simple. There's no need to put others down just cause you don't enjoy my writing. I do work hard on these chapters so it would be very kind of you if you could not steal my work. I put time and effort into making this and I would greatly appreciate if I got the credit for it. Ps: please leave comments!!! I love nothing more than to post a chapter and read all the funny and sweet comments you guys leave it literally makes my day! <3 There's most likely spelling mistakes in here so I'm sorry, and if you come across them be sure to leave a message and I'll fix it! Suggestions are always open, and if you notice something you don't like about my writing let me know and I will change it. I would love to hear what you guys think about my writing because I do hope to become better in the future. Ok enough babbling lets go fantasize about JJ!

𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 // 𝒗𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒔 (discontinued) by chaesteria

I have always been unlucky with love huh... I'm the 'Unrequited Love Repeater' that's right. It's almost like Cupid himself hates my entire existence. I met them again. My failed romance stories. The people who made me learn from my mistake. The people who taught me how to love myself. The people who broke my heart and mend it back. The people who made my smile brighter. The people who made my heart warm. The people who took pages from my book. Pages of happiness, sadness, anger, and well... past memories. Nightmare, my childhood friend whom I had always admired when I was young. He loves me but it was the type of love I didn't yearn for. Killer, the playboy who made me laugh the hardest. I wanted him in my arms but he wanted to be in her arms. Dust, my bestfriend who I resonate with a lot. Same music taste. Same vibes. Different feelings. He fell in love with my bestfriend. Error, my 'rival' at academics. I did everything I could to acquire his love. I guess you already know who lost between us. Horror, my guardian angel. Not literally. Comfort. He gave me comfort. He made me feel special but at that time I was already too tired to even try. Cross, my online bestfriend. My feelings on him are uncertain. I don't think I'm ready to address that yet. But after all these years, I still love them. Someday I will be brave enough to mutter the words "I still love you". ___________________ ↷I have the rewritten one published! (PLEASE GO READ IT HUHU) ↷DISCONTINUED but hey you might still enjoy it :) ↷art in cover belongs to @kucingmontel on tublr !! ↷female! reader

Unbreakable | JJ Maybank by NewDawn_Rising

THIS IS BOOK 1 & 2 'At a point in the life of a pogue, you stop counting dollars and starts to value memories and people.' This story is for everyone unhappy with season 4's ending. A story of all the drama that could follow JJ without the treasure hunting. ----------------------------------- Callie finds herself standing at the edge of everything she thought she'd left behind. She never saw herself return to the Outer Banks. Callie reconnects with her old friends. Her crew of beach bums, thrill-seekers, and dreamers. And maybe most of all she gets to meet JJ again. As they spend time together, the connection between Callie and JJ deepens into something neither of them expected. Only one problem: No pogue on pogue macking. They hope to be able to figure this relationship out in secret, but in the Outer Banks, nothing stays hidden for long. Callie learns that loving someone means risking not just her plans but her heart. As tensions rise and old wounds resurface, Callie is forced to confront the fragile threads holding her world together and drama seems to follow her around. Can she keep her head above water, or will this summer take her under? In this story I try to capture the wild, messy beauty of falling for someone you can't seem to let go. *Includes mature content such as mental health, sexual mentions, violence and more.* *This story will not follow the plot of the Outer Banks series* *I only own my character and her story* [ fem oc x jj maybank ]

"Loving u with a Dove's Heart" // JJ Maybank OBX OuterBanks. by LadySeaLove

"How do you feel?" "I'm fine... u?" "I'm fine if you're fine" ●_________________________________________● "Thank you my good Captain" "Just for you, my mermaid of my seven seas" ●_________________________________________● "Thank u" "For what?" "For loving me and for being safe" "That's not hard for me" ●_________________________________________● "YOU PROMISE!" "WELL, AND IT SURPRISES YOU SO MUCH? THIS IS WHAT I AM!" "No... your not" ⚠ New writer here! ⚠ [Started: November 3, 2024] [Ends on: Will see'] Small note and big at the same time... ⛇☃ First off, this makes me really, really excited! 😍 My first published story, but it's not the first one I've done. The first one I dare say I consider the jewel in my crown of stories is my "OUTERBANKS SEASON 4" Yep! And don't worry, it has nothing to do with the treasure that ultimately led to JJ's death. This treasure for my own season is one I'm creating from scratch, since I'm basing it on historical factors. The beginning will be the same as the beginning of the 4th season but I'll change everything in the first chapter. Spoiler, Kie won't even be JJ's girlfriend anymore, Jade, my main character girl, was a big blow to him. That's what hurts me... but hey, JJ won't die. We can't have everything in life. Why am I saying all this? "Loving u with a Dove's heart" is a story to promote my 4th season of OBX, which I plan to publish when I finish this one. Anyway, I talked a bit about this in the introduction of this little story. I really hope you enjoy this and feel the story as if you were Belle. Enjoy and stay safe. ♡ 𝐋𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝒮𝑒𝒶𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 ®

"You and I both know you haven't been okay in months" "So what? It doesn't matter. Not with all the other things we have to worry about." "See that's the problem Lydia. You don't give a shit about yourself and it's going to end up killing you. You don't think about everyone you'd leave behind, all of the people left wondering how the hell they're going to continue their life without you in it. I mean for fucks sake I can't even imagine my life without you in it. You promised me that you'd never leave me. That's one promise that I need you to keep. I know that's selfish for me to ask but if you can't keep doing this for yourself then do it for me or John B or Kie or Pope. We need you, more than anything else in the world." I ONLY OWN THE RIGHTS TO MY OCS AND THEIR STORY LINES. ALL OTHER RIGHTS GO TO THE PATE BROTHERS AND NETFLIX

Middle School (the untold story) by kyky1122

This story is basically about my middle school experience the ups downs basically my life. This is probably going to be very interesting because my school is very interesting my life is interesting and I speak sarcasm. Hope you enjoy my very interesting life. P. S. All the events in the story are real and hundred percent true. I have changed the names in the story for privacy reasons please enjoy

"Viki, please, don't do this to me. You're hurting me" "Adu, please, trust me, I would never do that" _____________________________________ "Agastya, please save my baby, you know how much I love her. I beg you, I won't do any mischief, I will do everything you say, but please save our kid" "Ayesh, book!!! Ayesh, calm down. What are you doing? I will save our baby." _____________________________________ "Ahaan, I've given 3 chances still you want me to be a sensible person. I never wanted to take her away from you. I wanted her to experience love" "Please, Isha! I know I made a big mistake. I was crying everyday. Regretting everytime I've done to you" _____________________________________ "Ayaan, please. I love you!! Don't leave me. I know I made mistakes in the past but I want to forget everything and start a new life with you" "Urina, I'm giving you 2 days, do whatever you want but make me impressed by you. I've always loved you but something was stopping me, but now nothing's gonna separate us" _____________________________________ Hey everyone, okay so let me start by introducing myself:- • I am Ashka • I am a student • I just thought of taking my feelings out because there was no one to listen there's two person who can do that but I just have some trust issues so I just thought of representing my thoughts as a story to some people. Okay? So now 8 hearts, 4 couples, 2 family, 4 brothers, 4 sisters. Let's see how these 8 hearts are gonna get back on their track. Lights, camera and action📷.

Inspire: Book One (bxb) ✔️ by PsychoSunbaenim

Book One of Five in the New Beginnings Series. **You do NOT have to read Inhale, Exhale, & Breathe to enjoy these stories** #1 in bxb tag: 09/21/2024 #4 in friendstolovers tag: 9/21/2024 CYRUS PIERCE: I'm content in my almost soundless world. I prefer to live through the romance stories I weave and post online. Hardly anyone reads my books, even if they're free, but I do have one fan, and he's supported me since I started writing two years ago. Except, my writing started to take a depressing dive when I realized that you simply couldn't prevent nor protect your heart from falling for someone. For him. For the one who had no interest in me. When I fell in love with him, I thought we had a chance. It was an accident. Turned out, I couldn't be more wrong. He doesn't want me, and I wasn't supposed to have him. It didn't matter if he showed up in the bookstore every day, talking to everyone else except me. Nor did it matter at all because he didn't know sign language. He couldn't learn. We couldn't communicate. But after I go on a date and it ends in putrid disaster, he makes his appearance known, and he's angry. Then he's doing things for me that confuse me. My stories are filling up with pages of content, dreams that I want to come true, and my mystery commenter encourages me to continue-to reach my happiness. To take what I want. But the activities planned start sparking familiarity-like I lived it before, or maybe dreamed it. Or maybe, just maybe, I'd written it before? My mind is spiraling, but I can't stop myself from getting closer and closer to him. I'm not supposed to have him, but my heart craves him. Sage Monroe, I'm in love with you, and I'm scared now because I have a feeling that you've been communicating with me in more ways than one.

This is the re-write version of my other story called Missing. Two years ago I was named the Outer Banks 17 year old missing girl. The face of the girl on the news channel, my friends and family begging for my safe return. I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him, or if he regrets breaking me. I often have to remind myself that there was no way he loved me the way I love him, or he wouldn't have hurt me the way he did. The truth is too hard to know. So I ran. I ran until I reached Barbados and met a gorgeous local man who is a hundred times worse for me than my blonde haired lover. Love that for me. --------- JJ Maybank x OC Season 1-3 complete. Season 4 Upcoming and will be a second book most likely! Mature story! 18+ themes. There's tons of SMUT in this story, like a lot, sometimes back to back chapters so enjoy! Smut warning: BDSM, Double penetration, female x female, Etc. *Trigger Warnings: Suicidal thoughts/attempts, Death/Murder, multiple Rape/Sexual Assaults, Drug use, Overdosing, Child loss, Mental health issues, and Health issues; seizures, hallucinations, amnesia. * ----------------------- I do not own any rights to the show Outer Banks or it's original plotline/characters.

Sunbeams {female OC x JJ Maybank}

{Book 2/2} They'd done it. The Pogues had gone from having nothing to lose, to having absolutely everything to lose. JJ and Harley, especially. Harley finally got her happy ending. The boyfriend she'd always wanted, a life in the OBX with her brother and friends, and of course, the gold. But nothing is ever made to last. How long could she really last without an adventure? She had everything to lose. But was she willing to lose JJ along with it? Follows season 4 part 1&2 of Outerbanks TRIGGER WARNINGS - violence - mature language - sexual language - abuse themes I do not own the characters or the plot of the outerbanks, I only own Harley and her story.

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