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Han Jisung, broken and suicidal.
"I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong"
What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping in a pool with no one around?
"I'm sorry, i have been nothing but a huge burden on you, please forget about me like i was never there."
Unable to swim, handcuffed hands behind his back, holding his breath for as long as he could.
"You guys are better off without me"
When he needs to breathe, memories of him, his friends and his ex-boyfriend flash before his eyes as he inhales a huge amount of water.
"Seungmo, Innie and Lixie, I love you more than anything else "
Everything goes black, and he goes limp
T/W= Mentions of Rape, self-harming, etc...
Probably will include smut, BDSM, yaoi, etc...
jisung had gotten into a relationship like any other but just 2 months later, his relationship had taken a turn for the worst
jisung however was blind to how much it was truly impacting him as he was undeniably in love with his boyfriend, won-jae
jisungs friends were devastated, 6 months had passed and yet jisung was still devoted to his boyfriend, always defending his actions
minho especially was taking it hard...
...it hurts to see the person you're in love with suffering
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alcohol misuse
physical, emotional & verbal abuse
side ships <3
changlix
{this is my first book so pls be constructive! :))}
started: 15th march 2022
finished: 7th september 2022
edited: october 2022 (for any sp/g mistakes)