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Do you? || Book 1

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Reads 30,356
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Time 3h 37m

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Han Jisung, broken and suicidal.

"I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong"

What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping in a pool with no one around? 

"I'm sorry, i have been nothing but a huge burden on you, please forget about me like i was never there."

Unable to swim, handcuffed hands behind his back, holding his breath for as long as he could. 

"You guys are better off without me"

When he needs to breathe, memories of him, his friends and his ex-boyfriend flash before his eyes as he inhales a huge amount of water.

"Seungmo, Innie and Lixie, I love you more than anything else "

Everything goes black, and he goes limp


T/W= Mentions of Rape, self-harming, etc...
Probably will include smut, BDSM, yaoi, etc...All Rights Reserved

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