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Han Jisung, broken and suicidal.
"I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong"
What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping in a pool with no one around?
"I'm sorry, i have been nothing but a huge burden on you, please forget about me like i was never there."
Unable to swim, handcuffed hands behind his back, holding his breath for as long as he could.
"You guys are better off without me"
When he needs to breathe, memories of him, his friends and his ex-boyfriend flash before his eyes as he inhales a huge amount of water.
"Seungmo, Innie and Lixie, I love you more than anything else "
Everything goes black, and he goes limp
T/W= Mentions of Rape, self-harming, etc...
Probably will include smut, BDSM, yaoi, etc...
"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c.
"...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f.
a/n desc;
lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception?
will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment?
rankings;
#1 chanlix 18-04-2022
#1 bangchan 05-11-2021
#5 skz 12-11-2021
started: 09-09-2021
ended: 09-04-2022