Hinata has a horrible past and had long dealt with the trauma on his own. The bubbly guy that everyone knew was faking his own happiness. Tsukishima was not prepared to learn what Hinata did to himself behind closed doors. Everything he thought he knew about the boy had been tossed out the window. What would he do now? ~~~ 16+ advised This is a story for mature audiences as there are mentions drugs and sex throughout the story. I advise anyone under 16 to NOT read. Includes triggering topics such as self harm and suicide. Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with such topics. ~~~ Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Haikyuu characters. Only the storyline and concept are mine.