Dear Sammy,

Dear Sammy,

I know what you did was the right thing, hell you saved the fricken world! And I know I'm going to fucking miss you. If I wasn't such a coward i probably would just end what little bit of a life I have. But I made a promise and I'm going to keep it.

I'm sitting in the impala outside of lisa's house. And I'm scared. Sammy I'm scared. I wish you were hear to tell me everything will be alright and I wish you were just hear in general. But your not. And that kills me. You were the one that was suppose to have the beautiful wife and the kids and the house with the white picket fence. But you can't because your stuck it fucking hell and there's nothing I can do about it... Anyways I'm going to go up those stairs and.. Well we'll see what happens. Until then.
Love Dean.

Everyone knows Dean doesn't deal with emotions very well. So what does he do when his brother is stuck in the pit and he can't do anything about it. He writes them down.