Here's to Not Knowing
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Ongoing7m
Last published Fri, Oct 2, 2020
This could be a love story, an I found me story, a hopeful story, a tragic story... I 'm not quite sure. But that's life isn't it. I 'm not saying that its true, however I am saying that it could be. We don't know what our own story will end up as. We live it and change with it.
Sophia is finding her way. It's not always beautiful, and its not always tragic. Some people stay in her life forever, other not so much. The world has this ideal view that when you grow up you need to have everything, but how can you have everything when you don't even know what everything is.
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Sophia is 22, taking a gap year between semesters of her fourth year of college. She's getting out of town, with her parents reluctant support a little scared, but know she needs this so badly that it hurts. She's an adult, technically. But once college is over, she's really an adult, at least that's what she keeps psyching herself out about. This will be good for her. She'll be ready after this year, Definitely, Maybe, I don't know
"Well...
Here's to Not Knowing."
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