Here's to Not Knowing
- Reads 1
- Votes 0
- Parts 2
Ongoing7m
Last published Fri, Oct 2, 2020
This could be a love story, an I found me story, a hopeful story, a tragic story... I 'm not quite sure. But that's life isn't it. I 'm not saying that its true, however I am saying that it could be. We don't know what our own story will end up as. We live it and change with it.
Sophia is finding her way. It's not always beautiful, and its not always tragic. Some people stay in her life forever, other not so much. The world has this ideal view that when you grow up you need to have everything, but how can you have everything when you don't even know what everything is.
Spark notes description:
Sophia is 22, taking a gap year between semesters of her fourth year of college. She's getting out of town, with her parents reluctant support a little scared, but know she needs this so badly that it hurts. She's an adult, technically. But once college is over, she's really an adult, at least that's what she keeps psyching herself out about. This will be good for her. She'll be ready after this year, Definitely, Maybe, I don't know
"Well...
Here's to Not Knowing."
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Mikaal
[Featured on Wattpad Picks 2018 - Undiscovered, For Now] A clean & wholesome romance riddled with mystery (without crime)... In the midst of recovering from a relationship that didn't work out, Dalia's otherwise mundane university life takes a compelling turn when a mysterious stranger enters the scene, the athletic, confident and charming Mikaal. If her life isn't complicated enough with trying to get over a guy who broke her heart while keeping up with study and exams, her best friend Simon's behaviour starts changing towards her since the appearance of Mikaal, competing with him for her time, while warning her against Mikaal without telling her why she should be weary of him. If you adore soap operas and shows like "How I met your mother" - tales of love riddled with mystery (but without crime) - read on as the story behind Mikaal slowly unfolds, a story that is instrumental to the personal growth of our protagonist Dalia. --- I hope you enjoy reading this story and find it as engrossing as I aspire to make it. I will endeavour to update this story every Monday so I don't leave you hanging for too long if you dare to start reading it! I'd love your input (your constructive feedback, your help finding typos, your favourite parts, or any other comments). Happy reading! -NoelleComplete
The Selfless Love
<COMPLETED> Fasten your seatbelts, towards the journey of mixed emotions... They say life is hard. Yes, it is. But can you imagine how hard it is to dwell without a loved one? Carrying, tons of memories alone... It would be nice if the loved one comes alive. It isn't possible but it would be nice if it is. The adventure of four girls turned into a disaster on their best day and the encounter of various feeling rides and suffocations, connectives to different people, Can they encounter love again?... Can they be happy again without regrets?... Can they live in peace? An unknown mystery, how they find it, and how they solve it? #sliceoflife #fantasy #depression #life #emotions #death #accident #drama #greedComplete
Altered
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.Complete
Christian Woman (Peter Steele x Reader)
All your life you have been the good little Christian girl that you could be. You never went out with friends, never partied or drank anything or even kissed anyone. Even now at 19 years old, you still haven't done those things. All throughout your life, you've been enclosed in your house, praying more times than you've bathed. But months after moving out of your parent's house into the dorms of an aggressively Christian college, you begin to feel yourself change, you get the feeling of rebellion against a religion you've been stuck in since birth. But one man can change your life forever. [For Mature Audiences] - this story contains alcohol use, sexual encounters, and language. •I do not own Type O Negative or Peter Steele or their music, the only thing I claim as mine is the plot/story line, additional characters and the story ideas.•Complete
Please, take my heart
NOTHING absolutely nothing can beat best friends to lovers, the angst? unmatched. the longing? heart breaking. the history? the jealousy? it's always been you? you're my favorite person? i know you better than anyone else? nah enemies to lovers could NEVER _________________________________ Iris spent sixteen years in love, believing in forever-until a single message shattered her world. The boy she grew up with, the one she called home, not only abandoned her but made sure she felt every ounce of his betrayal. With no family to turn to and grief consuming her, she saw only one escape. No reason to keep breathing. That night, silence stretched too long. Her best friend, Ivan, knew something was wrong. He had loved her from the moment they met, but nothing could have prepared him for what he found. Blood. A fading pulse. A girl who had given up. But was he too late? As he picks up the broken pieces of the girl he's always wanted, she begins to heal. Slowly, she starts to feel again. But is it love-or just the desperate need to hold on to the only one who stayed? A story of heartbreak, healing, and the fine line between love and loneliness.
Beyond His Green Eyes
I knew this was going to happen , she was all innocent and i shouldn't have done this with her , but at that time my image was more important for me I can't let it down in front of all , it has taken a lot of years to build of this side of me , the ruthless , carelessly , selfish , and the bad boy who don't care about anyone's feelings ... I saw her crying and going out of the house ... Sophia's POV Everytime I try to be with him he does something which hurts me yet my heart aches when I leave him what is happening to me why am I not able to leave him ? I know I shouldn't be with him but when I am with him I am fully my self no one controls me .... To know more read the entire story with lots of twist and turns , love , conflicts , lust and mercy And do not forget to vote , comment and follow the account for more updatesComplete
Petite
Sophia, a seventeen-year-old girl, struggles with her body image because she's slim and feels like she doesn't look as good as other people. Even after graduating from high school and starting college, her dissatisfaction with her appearance continues to haunt her. In search of solace and knowledge, Sophia decides to attend college in another country. There, she meets a captivating person named Grey, whose presence brings excitement and energy to her life. As their paths intertwine, they uncover hidden secrets about Sophia's parents, revealing a mysterious web of family history. The revelation sets Sophia on a challenging journey of self-discovery. Throughout this captivating tale, Sophia grapples with accepting herself and overcoming her insecurities. She learns to appreciate her own resilience and embrace her unique beauty, moving beyond physical appearances. Her journey leads her to uncover the intricate threads of her past and propels her towards a future where self-love shines brightly.Complete
Pessimist
[01/07/2021] - [13/04/2023] "You can't keep going around like a fucking maniac and treating me like shit. That isn't how relationships work," Sophia's voice was havoc as she verbalized her emotions. "That isn't how we work..." Tired, vulnerable and agitated at not only him, but herself. How could she let herself get this far, in such little time? He looked down, ashamed, not wanting to respond. His heart felt like it was beating faster than it should've. "I forgot how it felt to love you." As soon as those words were uttered from Sophia's lips, his world broke apart. Gone, in just a matter of seconds. - - - When Sophia Adam moves to a new town, she wishes nothing more than a boring, new life, to separate herself from her past. Moving meant completing university and getting a clerkship with a judge. Moving meant making refreshing new friends, and meeting a mysterious guy that seems hell-bent on getting to know her. To Sophia, moving to a new town was everything she imagined and more. She just didn't expect her past to follow.Complete
[Featured on Wattpad Picks 2018 - Undiscovered, For Now] A clean & wholesome romance riddled with mystery (without crime)... In the midst of recovering from a relationship that didn't work out, Dalia's otherwise mundane university life takes a compelling turn when a mysterious stranger enters the scene, the athletic, confident and charming Mikaal. If her life isn't complicated enough with trying to get over a guy who broke her heart while keeping up with study and exams, her best friend Simon's behaviour starts changing towards her since the appearance of Mikaal, competing with him for her time, while warning her against Mikaal without telling her why she should be weary of him. If you adore soap operas and shows like "How I met your mother" - tales of love riddled with mystery (but without crime) - read on as the story behind Mikaal slowly unfolds, a story that is instrumental to the personal growth of our protagonist Dalia. --- I hope you enjoy reading this story and find it as engrossing as I aspire to make it. I will endeavour to update this story every Monday so I don't leave you hanging for too long if you dare to start reading it! I'd love your input (your constructive feedback, your help finding typos, your favourite parts, or any other comments). Happy reading! -Noelle
More detailsContent Guidelines