I Hate Being Hated - ON HOLD -
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Being hated feels horrible.
Being hated is horrible.
Some people say they don't care. Let them think what they want to think.
Some people care. Some people care about being disliked by everyone around you.
Some people like to be alone, they think it's nice. They like the quiet.
Some people hate being alone, they think it's dreadful. They hate the silence.
Some people think it okay to be disliked.
Some people think it's what they deserved, like they deserve every punch, kick, and rude comments. Like they deserve to be looked at like they are a peasant, like they just came out of a sewer, and like they carry a disease.
Alvina hates being hated, caring about what other people say, being disliked by people around you, being alone, thinking that she deserved every punch, kick and every rude comment. She hate being looked at like she has a disease.
Alvina hates all of it.
She hates herself.
Until She Meets Atticus.
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