Please... make it stop... it hurts... | Depressed Deku AU
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Izuku Midoriya used to be a happy boy who only dreamed about becoming a hero. but after he was labeled quirkless all of his so called "friends" started bullying him. Izuku still dreams of being a hero, but will he be able to push past all of his dark thoughts? or will it consume him?
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there will maybe be some bakudeku, Ochakodeku, or tododeku shipping but I'm not sure. All characters belong to My Hero Academia. hope you enjoy this fanfic~
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