1000 years after the war, our founders created a system they believed would sustain ever lasting peace. They called it the House System. The system is basically held together my people's sir names that are based off their personality. The placing ceremony takes place in your 17th year, your leader will decide where you belong on your 17th birthday. After your 23rd birthday, you move into your house, in your city. Then, in your 26th, or 27th year, you have your ceremony of match. During the ceremony, you must rank all the people on your card from 1st to 5th. Of course you can choose a boy or girl. Then, your leader will collect your card and match you with the best match. Anyway, back to your visiting. On your 17th birthday, you are to skip school, an authority will observe how you live. People are always saying the the visiting is wonderful, but when they say that, their voice is mechanic, not human. But then again, how am I to trust my ears when I can't even see myself in the mirror?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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