Always His?

"Come on Jungkook don't make me say it!" she says meeting my eyes for the first time since I dragged her into the parking lot. Her eyes were filled with tears and I wanted to do nothing more than to kiss her pain away.
'Ziva, please don't cry and tell me what's bothering you.' I ask still being naive to her actions.
"You want to know why I am behaving like this?" she asks and I nod in return "It's because you guys are leaving. It's because YOU are leaving. These past few days have been magical to me. I don't want this to end but it's going to end in a few hours and all of you will be gone before I even wake up tomorrow morning. It's difficult Jungkook. I don't know why I feel like this but I do." She says wiping her tears
"I know you guys have no other option but to leave but I can't help but be sad that I won't get to see you tomorrow. I will not be able to feel a pair of eyes on me gauging all my moves. I will not have someone getting jealous if I call someone else as Oppa. I will not feel my heart beating rapidly as someone will not be this close to me again. I will not have someone hold my hand like you do. I will not have someone play with the strands of my hair again from tomorrow."
Her confession leaves me shocked and surprised and my grip on her shoulders loosen but it doesn't stop her from continuing "I don't know how, why and when all of this happened but it did. I tried controlling it but couldn't. I tried telling you but couldn't. I don't know why I become a mess around you but I do. I just.. It's too much for me you know. I have never felt like this before and I cannot seem to shut away all these feelings and pretend that there is nothing between us. Jungkook I..I..Like"
Just like that without even having a control over my actions and without realizing or thinking about anything else I cut her off by smashing my lips against hers.