Who am I?

We all know how Ichigo lost his mother Masaki, who was a quincy, when he was very young. But what if he actually gets depression because of it? If his father started to neglect Ichigo thinking it's his fault and now only concerns himself with Yuzu and Karin?

What if, during his fight against Aizen, Hollow and Shinigami/Vizards weren't the only ones there?

When, still in Karakura Town, the Hogyoku that Aizen uses to become stronger reacts to the one with the strongest emotions. Wanting to fulfill wishes and helping him, it flies to Ichigo and brings EVERYONE into a certain, messy mindscape.

Who and what will they find? Will they ever get out again? How will they react to the truth?... What happened with their war? Their plans?

Slight Isshin!Bashing, sad!Ichigo, depressed!Ichigo, neutral!Quincy's, not_insane!Ywach, maybe OOC'ness.