Still Into You

How long does it takes to forget a person who hurts you the most?

Kung nakakasawa ang paulit-ulit na tinatawanan mo. Bakit yung taong paulit ulit kang sinasaktan pinanghahawakan mo?

I'm always the second choice. And if I love again, option na naman ako. When will I have my own story na ako yung bida.

It's hard to love a 'New' person again kasi alam mo na ang mangyayari.

So I have decided to love 'that' person again.

Wait--

It was never been my plan to love him again. Wala eh siya parin eh.

Since prep(young ikr), siya lang as in.

I tried to put my attention to Kpop or sa kahit kaninong lalaki diyan as distraction because he likes other girl and inisip ko na baka bata pa ako and out of curiosity lang yun.

Junior high na naging usap-usapan na naging sila nung crush niya which is hindi na ako nagulat because why not?

That girl is my friend not the really close one but she's my friend.

And I knew na gusto niya din siya.

So ako ewan ko basta nasaktan ako na parang hindi yung sakit na binasted ka
Or crush lang. It feels weird.. different.

But one night, I was staying alone in my condo. (Grade 11). May biglang kumatok sa condo ko.

I'm confused because I never expected to see visitors.

I opened the door and I was shocked kasi lasing siya and wala siyang kasama. He look so wasted.

And suddenly, I remembered --