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Overdose (BXB) Completed/Editing

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Reads 287,465
Votes 9,800
Parts 51
Time 20h 53m

beautifulsins946

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addiction bxblove drugs journey lgbt love mentalhealth pain romance sadness texttospeech trigger warnings

Battling a drug and alcohol addiction, Alex meets someone who will forever change his life. Follow him through his painful yet enlightening journey to wellness. 

This story means a lot to me because I too am on a journey to wellness and I felt that the only way I could share parts of what I've been through is with a story. 

If you ever feel low, just remember that rock bottom is the perfect foundation to build your new life. 

I love you and you are enough.All Rights Reserved

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