State of Despair
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  • Reads 169
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  • Parts 7
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Ongoing, First published Sep 13, 2020
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Nagwagi ang Espanya sa malayang pagsakop sa ating bansa. Ang mga librong isinulat ng bayaning pumanaw ay naging ilegal sa sarili niyang pinagsilangan. Ang librong hatid ay pag-asa ay hindi na muling nakita sa mata ng mga tigang sa kalayaan. Makalipas ang isang daan at dalawamput siyam na taon ay muling inilimbag ang librong sandatang lalaban sa mga mananakop na magbibigay ng susi sa hawlang pumigil sa pag-alpas ng mga Pilipino.
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The Villainess' Resolve

35 parts Complete

With one bullet, the greatest assassin of the 21st century meets her end. As she tries to accept her end, she then open her eyes in a very familiar but different room. Turns out, she was reincarnated in her favorite book. Not as the female lead, nor a side character, but as the villainess who'll meet her death at the age of twenty two. ©2021 Highest Ranking: #5 in Fantasy Category

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