Goodbye I'm sorry
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I'm sorry.
She said as she grabbed the bottle of pills in the bathroom cabinet.
Becky was her name.
As Becky threw the cap off the bottle of pills, thousands of things popped into her head I will hurt everyone, not just me! I know sometimes it gets tough but I have to fight it!
But on the other hand I won't have to face the pain anymore I will be happy, I won't see them suffer and this one is for me now!
"I LOVE YOU!" She wailed out at the top of her sad hurt voice!
Her mum mutters "I love you too hunny"
Gulp hushshsh she falls gently to the floor blood on her wrists and the knife!
It's all over she lay there with her eyes open on the floor!
Her mum hits down the door and calls 999!
"My child tried to kill herself ambulance now!!!"
The ambulance rushed there and tool her into hospital!
In hospital for 3 hours...
We have a suicide surviver!!
That girl Becky...
Is me.
I'm in my hospital bed now! thank you doctors for saving my life!
Stop bulling!! Don't cut! I <3 u x
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