She Who Has Synaisthimatikí
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Trigger Warning: It will tackle mental illness and some suicide attempts. Feel free to butt out this novel if it is not your cup of tea.
Epithymia, the ideal nation, had a very rare disorder exist. That disorder was not well-known by everyone and it is called Synaisthimatikí. You will experience terrible feelings for no apparent reason, which may lead to you harming yourself and others. People with Synaisthimatikí, to be particular, experience fear, anger, disgust, sadness, rage, annoyance, hatred, and stress all at the same moment, and they have no idea where it comes from.
Unfortunately, Zky is one of the 0.5% of people who have Synaisthimatikí. Zkyella Colternia has been suffering from a rare disorder since the day she was born. Only a few persons with Epithymia can develop Synaisthimatikí since it's such a rare disorder (sinistimatiki).
As a result of her condition, Zky's mental capacity is disrupted. These negative feelings/emotions are brought on by her condition and it has an effect on her mood. Zky's is an unlucky girl as she didn't realize that the life she was always praying for, wasn't really worth praying for. As she grew older, she would realize the true definition of pain.
What would you do if you were Zky; that affiliated with Synaisthimatikí, who was living a lie, and having the worst time of her life? Do you want to take your own life or fight for your right to eíxist?
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DATE PUBLISHED: 10-05-20
DATE STARTED: 11-12-20
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