𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 | 𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡
Trigger Warning: It will tackle mental illness and some suicide attempts. Feel free to butt out this novel if it is not your cup of tea.
Epithymia, the ideal nation, had a very rare disorder exist. That disorder was not well-known by everyone and it is called Synaisthimatikí. You will experience terrible feelings for no apparent reason, which may lead to you harming yourself and others. People with Synaisthimatikí, to be particular, experience fear, anger, disgust, sadness, rage, annoyance, hatred, and stress all at the same moment, and they have no idea where it comes from.
Unfortunately, Zky is one of the 0.5% of people who have Synaisthimatikí. Zkyella Colternia has been suffering from a rare disorder since the day she was born. Only a few persons with Epithymia can develop Synaisthimatikí since it's such a rare disorder (sinistimatiki).
As a result of her condition, Zky's mental capacity is disrupted. These negative feelings/emotions are brought on by her condition and it has an effect on her mood. Zky's is an unlucky girl as she didn't realize that the life she was always praying for, wasn't really worth praying for. As she grew older, she would realize the true definition of pain.
What would you do if you were Zky; that affiliated with Synaisthimatikí, who was living a lie, and having the worst time of her life? Do you want to take your own life or fight for your right to eíxist?
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DATE PUBLISHED: 10-05-20
DATE STARTED: 11-12-20
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Matt wanders back into Alexs's life... injured and babbling. Why is he here? Alex doesn't have time to argue, not with Matt's life on the line. However, eventually she must send the group of human's way. They are not safe with her. But suddenly Matt reveals his dirty secret. Alex's heart lies on the ground in shatters. Was everything really a lie? Backed into a corner Alex travels with the group to find a way to topple the purple queen's rule. However, Alex wraps her heart in chains and throws away the key. Never again will she be fooled by the notion of love.
The group finally finds a solid lead. A clue toward the answers Alex desperately seeks. However, the next puzzle piece leads directly toward a part of Alex's past she has desperately tried to forget. Forced to face her demons Alex is pulled into another world. One where she comes face to face with history. The truth has been revealed. Alex knows what she is and what she must do to save humanity. But will she accept her destiny and play her part? Or will she turn her back to it and fall down a dark winding path?
Matt and Alex must take the next adventure alone. Traveling to a land described only in myths and legends. Trapped under the sea in a world they don't know. To fight dangers, they have never seen before. They will be tested in ways they couldn't have imagined. Forced to face things that threaten to break them. And given things they never expected. Their only solace is the strength they have with each other. Side by side. Can Alex finally admit her feelings? Or will they remain two ships passing in the night? Forever orbiting each other, but never touching.