Midoriya Izuku, a troubled young teen who has many bad habits and traits to himself. He may not be entirely toxic, but he sure puts on a front. It was all he was taught to do.
Ever since he was a child, he'd remember getting hit. If not from his almost nonexistent dad, then by his bullies. He's had fake friends stab him in the back, and even a lover, who used him and took advantage of him.
He may not have had many good experiences, especially since he is on the autism spectrum...But, at least he has a quirk, right? Everyone had thought it to be nonexistent, making him seem like a quirkless young boy with impossible hopes and dreams of becoming a hero.
Well, what if one day, while he's running along the dangerous rooftops of the houses built on that damned street in Hiretsu, he meets someone. Someone he never thought he'd ever actually meet in real life?
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Hi! My name is Alyx! This is my first story on this account, so please, point out any mistakes that you may see. I do not have a set update schedule in mind, but I will eventually. As of right now, let's go over a few things. Yes, Izuku is autistic. He also has a few other disorders, like insomnia, depression, anxiety, and so forth. This story is inspired from some works on AO3, when I find them, I will link them. Now, time for trigger warnings!
!!!!!TRIGGER WARNINGS!!!!!
Harrassment
Bullying
Self harm
Fights
Abuse
Smut
and possibly r@pe. I will put warnings at the beginning of every chapter and an indicator of when a potentially triggering scene will start. I will also leave little summaries at the bottom of said chapters, for anyone who needs to skip. That is all, enjoy!
Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought.
"Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?"
He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer.
"I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work."
"You don't look fine!"
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This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa.
A/N:
Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned.
This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.
I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry.
Rights on the pictures go to the artist.
I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
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