For some, the truth is an unsettling idea to digest. Positive reinforcement cannot undo the damage he has already inflicted upon his physical and mental states. The days seem to grow shorter, and the nights longer, as if the internal demons arise to drag him back down into the depths of Hell itself. At his lowest point, his happiness can only be attained by a thin, white line and a short, but addictive rush.
In the rehabilitation wing of St. Valentino's Hospital, those struggling with narcotic dependency are normally admitted to a three-month long program consisting of assessment, detoxification, and ways to prevent further substance abuse. Although recovery length differs between person to person, the well-trained staff of therapists and practitioners at St. Valentino's Hospital are committed to assisting those who are in need of mental and emotional support.
However, when Mike Zacharius arrives with a hindering cocaine addiction, short temper, and severe depression, a majority of the staff are uncomfortable accepting him as a personal patient. Thirty-two and struggling to stabilize himself, the medical staff are far from helping in regards to Mike's conflicting issues and situations. Attempts at forming healthy relationships with the male end in failure, and soon, medical staff are exasperated in finding a solution to Mike's behavior.
Running out of options, the doctors sign him up for a bi-weekly group session with their youngest therapist on-site, Caitlyn Avery, in hopes that her sympathetic nature could quell the tension between Mike's attitude and a possible relapse. Willing to accept Mike into her small group despite the accounted number already, Caitlyn is in for more than she bargained for when she's pitted against Mike's suicidal intentions, abrasiveness towards the other patients, and inability to cooperate.
The road to recovery would be arduous for both parties, even if the benevolence of one outweighed the discord of the other.
Years of hard work landed you the crème de la crème lifestyle a doctor within the Walls could ever dream of - a career in Wall Sina. Unfortunately, the snotty ways of the elites left you feeling unfulfilled, prompting you to seek something more meaningful.
You signed up as Military Doctor in the Survey Corps, fighting Titans and healing soldiers. Along the way you made new friends, enemies, and caught the the eye of a particular aloof man in the Corps - Captain Levi himself. Assigned as his personal 'sleep therapist' by Erwin, the Captain seems to be quite taken by your intelligence and witty charms. An unexpected relationship and tension grows, and you found yourself falling for him.
Over time, you question your identity and wonder, are you a doctor first and a soldier second? Or are you willing to go against your values as a doctor and take lives instead of saving them? How far are you willing to bend your moral compass to do things for the 'greater good'?
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Contains mature content, 18+ smut. Canon-compliant but loosely follow plot. Graphic depictions of death, medical scenes.
Original story by me (greymaiden) on Archive Of Our Own (AO3) with 65k+ views and top 1-2% on Levi Ackerman x Reader tag. First published on AO3 on 11 August 2020.
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