You couldn't help it you were born there, they couldn't judge you. Especially if they've done just as bad things, you had to. It was your mission, HE was your mission. Did it make that right or wrong? killing him that is..did that justify it? did it make it right? she couldn't live with herself if she did it...but she wouldn't be living at all if she didn't. what kind of choice is this? A hard cruel one. Jace Grant, born and raised in hydra. only to be a spy for shield, but why you ask? she was assigned a target, the avengers. She's friended them, that was easy, hell shes even gained their trust. but you have to ask yourself, was all of this worth it? just to loose them in a blink of an eye.