Living With My Fears
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Last published Fri, Jan 3, 2025
Bailey Rivers could never get away with faking being ill. Especially when her five older brothers are all in the medical field. Unfortunately, Bailey isn't a big fan of doctors and dentists. But what happens when her inner demons take control? Will her brothers be able to save her in time?
TRIGGER WARNINGS (throughout entire story)
*Mentions of depression, anxiety, self harm, abuse, and eating disorders*
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