Lucid Dreams

15/08/2020 -'Today is my birthday. I don't celebrate it usually but I'm happy I'm officially 17. I have been doing this for five years and I'm gonna stop and wait for you. Maybe it's just not meant to be. But before that I want to tell this scene that I dreamed of last night. "What's with the dogs though. I heard dogs behind me. This time I knew I was being chased by the FBI and I was wounded on my left arm, in what looked like a bullet wound. I was bleeding and could not see well because it was really dark. Then tripping came but I didn't fall down this time but on a masculine arm. He took his belt, I could see his V-line and then tied my arm. I wanted to stay awake as he said but I was not able to. I passed out. All I remember is that he carried me easily and he was like 1.78m; I never miss the detail. Waking up I wanted so bad to see the man. I saw him, my best friend Fane was there holding a picture. Looking at it then I thought maybe it was you. That's what happened. Anyways Bye

"Are you still crushing on that crush of yours?" Fane asked. Fane knew me very well. She could read my face and smell my feeling.
"No, I mean Yes, I'm saying goodbye. He'll never reply anyway", I said feeling sad. I seriously was not willing to let this go not once not ever. I spent a lot of time looking for possible relationships between a fan and a celebrity and the odds were too low. I like him but something else came up first, my dream. So if I can get someone to help me with that then I'm good