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Help Me, I'm Dying | BL [FINISHED]
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It's already a month after the revelation, and Jefferson Han is still the same; a very clumsy and naughty giant bunny.
Hanggang isang araw, may ginawa siyang nagdulot ng malaking epekto sa kanya, to the Alpha Squad and to his frienemy, Steven Kloen.
Is there someone to help him fix all the expenses of his consequences?
[published: 09/15/20]
[completed: 01/28/21]
『This story is dedicated and reflects to people like me na may depression, anxiery and other mental illness.』
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