This Is Me Warts And All
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mary4561
Complete, First published Sep 16, 2020
Mature
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Cassie Dudley has not had an easy life, sexually abused at a young age. She manages to escape her horrible home life and find people who truly cares for her.  

Cassie graduates university with a top degree thanks to  hard work. Great support and a wonderful surrogate father figure. 

After graduating university she moves back to the only place she has ever felt love Menden. Going back home brings added problems. In the form of the fiancee of the man she's currently dating and his family. 

Cassie's boyfriend Alex is a few years older than her and a doctor. He moves to Menden with Cassie not knowing his fiancée's family has moved there too.

Cassie has learn her mother is now dating her birth father again and with his presence in the village. She's constantly reminded of what he did to her.

Alex not understanding why Cassie is now behaving differently. Does his best to get through to her. When he finds out the truth it's because something horrific happens. 

Join Cassie and Alex on a journey of love, healing and justice.


If you've come to read a book about someone coming to terms with their abuse and getting justice this is the book for you. There's is no details written about the abuse none. The bedroom door opened is the most detail I've written about the abuse. Because the survivor is the most important person in this story. 


There will be themes of suicide in this book as the heroine comes to terms with what happened to her. Let me stress it will only be  discuss in terms of letting the reader know the mental health of Cassie at the time.

Book 1 of my women of Menden Series
Book 2 A shot IN The Dark.
All Rights Reserved
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