"I've seen you look at me," he continued. His fingers slid down, to my chest. "I've seen you... wondering."
His fingers were between my breasts now and I could feel my chest rising. Would he forgive me if I refuse? Would he kill me? My breaths were irregular and tense now. I was pretty sure he could sense it, could feel it burning under his finger tips.
"What it would feel like." He murmured.
He slid down further, over my stomach, all the way down, until he reached inbetween my legs. I curled my toes in anticipation and gasped for air, my head turned to the side.
"To be... taken... by me."
His fingers were so close now. I could feel him, making figures, circling, stroking above my panties. The thin fabric barrier did nothing to prevent the sensations. He was toying with me and he knew exactly what he was doing. I had to bite my lip to prevent myself from moaning, even though I detested myself for my lack of selfcontrol.
"You're keeping it all in," he continued.
I had my eyes closed now. It felt like his fingers were everywhere, and they found every sensitive spot effortlessly. It was like I was an open book, all my secrets were exposed. His voice guided me through the room, through an open space. I was hypnotized, moving in a different dimension, carried by waves of lust and sensation.
"My little robin, don't you want to know... what it feels like to let go?
[DISCONTINUED FOR NOW]
10th place for "lostgirl" in 3rd Dec 2020
1st for "psychopath" 19 Nov 2020
1st for "pirate" in May 2021
28th for "robbiekay" 20 Apr 2021
[BORDERLINE RAPE] [LITTLE BIT OF GAY SMUT] [Mfm] [Mxb] [fxm] [MENTIONS OF SUICIDE/DEATH] you get the point..
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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