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Total darkness, endless space of complete torture.
A dreadful accident throws a whole family into a cruel world as they find out what it takes to climb the social hierarchy after a devastating incident.
Each member of this now four memebered family is thrown into their own plunge of darkness, fighting to find a light at the end of the tunnel of bad decisions, Abuse,drugs and a seamless thirst for money.
Can they rekindle the love they once shared, each saving each other from themselves or will they all be pulled down by the ruthless current?
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This story is a detailed life experience of Olivia Breenen, a character from my first book "Sunflower eyes ".I hope you love her story as much as I do.
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Warning! May trigger some people. There's a lot of deep shit and some things can get quite realistic. Please read if you think you're gonna be okay. Thank you ❣️ Emily has been in an abusive household all her life and bullied by Kelsey. What will happen when the colleges bad boy Courtney Ivy speaks to her? What will happen on the trip where she'll be in the same cabin as Courtney? How will everyone react to the big news? And of course what will everyone think and feel when they find out Emily's secret about her father? Find out by reading this book! Thank you and happy you enjoy ❤️
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