i loved you first // l.s.
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Last published Fri, Apr 30, 2021
the saddest kind of sad
is the sad that tries not to be sad.
you know,
when sad tries to bite its lip
and not cry
and smile
and say "no, i'm happy for you"
that's when it's
really sad.
-john mayer
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