He was a member of straykids, an idol someone who had many fans that he deeply cared about. He never wanted to disappoint and always wanted to show the good side, but the truth was he was lonely and wanted love, sure his members loved him as did he but a different type of love. He was just scared of being used, he didn't want her to find out who he actually was but could he keep it a secret from someone he was falling for, he wanted her to know EVERYTHING about him... she was different it was like his "Dreams" -ongoing